NOT HAPPILY EVER AFTER

There's no escape..
I speak the truth,or i just
don't speak..
I  fade to solitude,
desolation and silence
the only comforts in this
world of lies
but in the silence there is a
suppressed
darkness and it swallows me whole 
leaving me hollow and numb.
But this numbness is
becoming a welcome
feeling to the abuse and 
pain of those that
fake their feelings...
They say they care... they
care enough to spit in my tear stained face and tell
 me to fuck off ,they care enough to slap me when I
speak
truth to them...honesty to all their lies...

Your love is the only thing that 
sustains me against 
these torments.

I suffered and died...
She died in my arms,her
blood trickling slowly in the
gapes in the white tiles
finding the only true
escape.
She took her last breath 
while gazing at mine.
 She left me  here to fight
this fight...and it is not a
fight i wish to fight alone...
Bunt she died and i lived
against all odds...

We should have died
Together.   

Another Story of Us and Them

Now, It's seven month's since it's beginning,
But he is still  searching for the right words to say,
It's seven month's since she is alone,
Now she is afraid to close her eyes and dream again.

He expected wonders,
He expected a miracle,
He slowly got addicted to certain kind of uncertainty,
To take the right decision he made all the wrong choices.

She acted numb holding tightly her feminist beliefs,
She acted dumb to make herself  believe love's a weaker emotion.
She slowly made all her dreams nightmarish.

           

                  These days,they both pretend walking the same road,
                                    They pretend,Just pretend.
  

OCEAN OF FACES

                                                    
I have to admit a thing,that lately in life i have seen many relations.
P.S - here in the above lines i was not talking about my relations .I can also show you a funny example.

Boy-o(A friend of mine)...let's call him by the name "O" the only reason i am not writing his original name because i have not taken his permission for this also i was sure that if i had told him about this he would had refused this and possibly  it was a enough reason to end our relationship(friendship).


Girl-a(Also a friend of mine)...let's call her by the name "A" The only reason i am not disclosing her real name cause i know she must be reading this and who knows how mad she will be at me after reading this,so the only option is not disclosing her name.

Okay let's start the story.
"O" loves "A'


"A" also loves "O"


but there's a little problem "both don't want to accept this fact".


So i can't see my friend in misery anymore an decided to interfere.

so all you guys can call me Mr.cupid(or anything you like ex-blah,blah,blah.)

all i did was encouraged him to tell his feelings to her.


At first "i failed" but gradually there was some 'hope".


at-last , i convinced him for this work.

bit,like all those this one also has a "twist"..!!!




she said y-e-s to someone else(this guy is a total loser), just  few days ago.
and she is leaving the town for 1 year or so.
Now she is back in the town but the relation is over...!!!!



                 LEAF- i am a leaf,swinging in the air.
                     
                  AIR-    i am the air,that you can't see  
                              all you can do is to feel me.